Unsent mail

Have you ever drafted things and never sent them? Could be anything,

a job application, a goodbye message, a request to seek help, a pending reply...

I feel like most of my ideas are like that. I think about them but can't put them out. In the time it gets processed enough to be let out, I realise that the number of people that would be affected by it is 0. It's not a discouraging one, only efficient. I am not denying that self-validation isn't the most accurate one but it's enough... in most of the cases.

A slightly odd example, in this case, is of "letters/notes to self" made public. Much like this blog. They are sent out with the hope to find reliability and relevance in the world. Why can't one be enough for oneself... even though they say they are???

Can't seem to understand the point of a physical existence otherwise though. Maybe I need to go to the mountains.\